Today my life changes. Other than being hungry, im okay this morning. I can not allow myself to become weak. But its so simple to think of all the things that could go wrong. I have to not do that. I have a husband to get back home to, he is my rock. He loves me unconditionally, like no other. He loves me for the flawed person I am. He simply adores me. (As I do him of course!) My boys, oh my sweet little men, they have a great example in front of them for a man. I am a piece of their rock as well, I know they need me. I love them sooo dearly much, i could crumble even slightly thinking of what could go wrong. These 3 guys are my inspiration, where I get the drive to do this, where I will find the strength to overcome this whole journey. I will be a success, not a failure.
Here it goes. This is for you Joey- to a life for many years with even more adventures, I can not wait to grow old with you, in good health. This is for you my boys, I am doing this so that we may share many more years together making memories. I want to see ur graduations, ur weddings, babies. I want to be there able to support you both through it all. I love yall.
-BrattyAsh
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