Support rocks....

Hello,

So I have failed to update on my blog lately. I just got to go ahead and say it... I flippin love my life, always have but these days I feel as if I am a cat and I just turned over my 2nd life, just hopefully I don't have to use all the 9 lives.  :)

After I had Nicholas, I went back to work, against all that I have dreamed of while I was pregnant, I wanted the chance at the whole stay at home mom thing... I last 3 months, I hated staying home. I found a nice home away from home... I absolutely love all the people I worked with at my job. For the first time in the years I have worked there, I got an itch to leave. I honestly do not know where it came from. Though I would never say the weight held me back consciously, perhaps it did unconsciously?? does that make sense? As the weight started dropping, I noticed easily what areas of my life I wasn't really happy in, I was only content. I changed that the first chance I had. In June, 2 days past my 6 month post op anniversary date, I put in my two weeks notice. I leaped. Yesterday I have been gone a month, and things just keep looking up and up. I love my new job, I hope to build strong relationships as I did at my previous job. Joey was able to trade in his truck for his dream vehicle, yesterday. Knowing I am able to help make his dreams come true just makes me wanna cry! Financially we have been in a rut, him tapped out on his pay/raises, while I was sitting somewhere because I loved the people. I knew I had to leap but I was scared to, for a while, I knew I had to do it. But I just couldn't make myself. But it came easily. I wasn't scared to face this new job at all. I know theres change in me more than I can explain, and its cases like this that show it to me.

Compliments make me blush, some make me want to cry happy tears, but its nice to know people notice the change. A part of me wonders if they judge me about what I have went through the last 6-7 months. But the bigger part of me could care less. I am very open and honest about what I am going through. I have no problem telling a soul. If they judge me for it, that's on them. Its not my problem, right?

To those who support me, thank you with all of my heart. For me its been a fairly easy road, but I am sure if I didn't have so many people supporting me then it would have been a rough ride so far. I love you all!! 

-Bratty Ash!