Unreal. I never knew I didnt already feel this great. I never knew I could feel better. This is unreal, I already feel great. If I were to stop weightloss now and know that my liver is in the healthy state, I would be perfectly fine with it!
I am the lowest weight I remember for many years. I have lost close to 60 pounds. I still have alot more to go, but Im enjoying this road to saying farewell to fattiness.
I feel so much better knowing that I have it all out on the table, everyone knows what I have done. My life has changed already. I am still struggling with food addictions, but I am doing very good. I have had a few of my 'comfort foods' but not near as many as I thought I would. I still go out to lunch, I spend that money but yet I am taking 2-3 bites of food and normally I do not eat the left overs. My brain/eyes are WAAAAYYY bigger than my belly now. I will get thru this. I ill, no doubt.
Tonight me and my MIL went to adult group wednesday night church... something I havent done since being a teenager, but have wanted to for a long time. I felt out of place, but it felt good to go. I really dont know what made me go.... 6 weeks ago would I have? Obviously no, I never did... is it the weight change that told me I can do this?? Who knows, but whatever it may be... I went.
Anyway, things are going smooth.... well aside from not chewing yesterday before swallowing, I was sick for over 6 hours. It was insane!! Today I had an episode of vomiting but I tried regular bread, one small tiny tiny bite.... didnt agree!
Thanks for reading...
~~BrattyAsh
Oh Ashley ... I had no idea you were going through all of this!! I just read your whole blog and cried! I'm glad you are doing this for your health and your family!! I'm glad you decided to share your journey with us ... you are an inspiration to me and I know you will be to others as well!! Keep up the hard work ... seems like you are doing great ... I'm pulling for you girl!!
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